Tuesday, February 7, 2012

iNcOmPleTe... UnhaPPy

Mix feeling

This sort of things are bound to happen sometimes. (I think)
Why?
I'm not sure...
Hoping for the best...
If only I could do things better...
May be things could turn out the other way around...
Hope for the mercy and forgiveness from the Creator for the sinful acts that have happened...
Sorry for all the wrong doings that I have commited...
Change is the only thing that I can hope for...
Hope that I would learn from the things that I have done...
May I stop from being an ignorant...
Thank You for I am still here to ponder upon my 'action' in living my life...
Change: that's all that I need now...


Wednesday, January 4, 2012

SeLf...

People are sometimes selfish...
We always think of our self first before others...
This, sometimes, leads to a lot of other things that might hurt someone feeling...
But what to do... That's life... 'I' first, the 'rest' second...
I do not really know what promotes me to write this entry...
guess we'll never know how's our mind work...
At time, it's just feel right...
Yea..that's right... Just follow our intuition... Just follow the flow...


However... do remember, we live in a community... respect others view eventhough we don't agree with it...
I'm so sorry if i have done wrong... hopefully... everything will be good for everyone... Godwilling..
Peace out...

Thursday, December 1, 2011

cOnFlicts

hah!!
Conflict is really something that bound to happen in life. It may occur either between you and someone else or even within yourself.
Just remember, conflict is a part of life...whether you like it or not...you will 'see' it and you really need to solve it. Or else, it will eat you inside out.
So, if you are having a conflict with anyone, just go and confront them, have a chat with them. Surely, it can be solved. There's nothing in the world that could not be solved (except for THE CONFLICT between the  Palestenian and Israelian) haish.
However, the most difficult one is inner conflict. This is because, only you know and what is bothering you.
We need to confront it ourselves. But then, don't forget, if you know someone who could listen, just go and talk with them about it. It might ease some of the 'pain' inside. Hopefully everyone will feel better.

Remember, every person have their own feeling, but then, we also need to remember that wecould not please everyone.

*this is merely my opinion.

Monday, November 28, 2011

wAiTinG 4 uNcErtaIntY

Hope is sometimes the only best option that we may have. Yet, we can do better than that, with a little bit of effort (actually with a lot) as well as tawakkal (relying Upon Allah) things would happen accordingly.
Everybody might have different hope on different things, but remember, hope alone ain't enough. We also need to rely on another force that Insyaallah would makes things happen as long as we put our effort to it.
Now I'm really repeating myself here. HAISH
My main point here is just that, hoping and waiting alone...is not enough...
we really need to put a lot of effort in making something that we want happen.
Besides, as a 'little' human being in this big world, do remember our Creator. Hence, do rely on Him as without The Approval, we won't be getting anything.

We can always wait for an uncertainty... However... we can also go out an materialise it..
So, what are we waiting for.. go out...,get up...,and materialise your dream...
Do remember TAWAKKAL.

Monday, November 21, 2011

tHaNks

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.. All praises to be to Allah

Thank You very much...You've made my day.......



THANK YOU ALLAH

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

...

life is unpredictable, people change

so...

what should we do???


JUST FOLLOW THE FLOW...AND BELIEVE IN GOD

God Willing, you'll survive....

Sunday, October 17, 2010

aPprOxImaTeLy 16dAys AfTeR

It has been a while since i have started writing again.. Again.. I become more and more rusty..haish..
So, it has been almost 16 days after the "big event" occurred in my life........
Now, i am living abroad in United Kingdom.. to be exact; in University of Warwick, Coventry.
So, how's my life... Hmm.. everything is good..good........people here might say "cool"....
First of all, I just want to say that since been living here for more than two weeks I do not experience an culture shock.. I think, one of the reason is that maybe, we in Malaysia have been exposed with the westerners' lifestyle.. Haish.. enough with that.. So, in this uni, all 52 of  us, that is the TESL students from Ipoh has been living separately in different halls(mcam kolej kediaman la) and I have been leaving in the Rootes Residences Hall..
my block =P

hmm..so, I live here with other locals..We shared kitchen, toilet and bathroom.... But then, I am not that close with my flatmate as we always have different interest.. As you should know, people here looooovvvveeeeeee to drink... They really drank a lot...haish... luckily my flatmates are not the "drunken type".. Thus, I still converse with them..So enough about my hall.. I think that my friends from Ipoh also encounter the same situation like me, living in their respective halls...emm.. haish..

So, more about Warwick uni..It is fairly easy to obtain halal foods here as I can find it in Tesco, that is 20-30 minutes walk from my hall.. there are varieties of stuff that I buy there. Moreover, Tesco here open 24 hours for 6 days and closed at 4 pm on Sunday.. One more thing, food here are bloody cheap..haha.. especially chocolate.

it's like 98cent...haha





This conclude that I might be getting fatter..haha...

haish...
Been thinking about studying abroad for my whole life since in primary school has made me become stronger mentally. I have not really miss my home so much. Of course I have always been thinking about people in Malaysia, but then it is not that severe. It is normal to miss somebody, but life must go on.. and you should not really made it as an obstacle in your life.. You need to take it positively... Think of it as a fuel..., a fuel that help you to start your engine so that you can go on with your life.....

Nowadays, everything is easy with the advancement of technology. We can easily call our beloved family and friends via phone or even using VoIP telephony network such as skype or ym...

Hopefully..my three years here will been meaningful..and everything will be fine for everyone...
Cheerio ....

p/s: always been thinking about family and you