Sunday, October 17, 2010

aPprOxImaTeLy 16dAys AfTeR

It has been a while since i have started writing again.. Again.. I become more and more rusty..haish..
So, it has been almost 16 days after the "big event" occurred in my life........
Now, i am living abroad in United Kingdom.. to be exact; in University of Warwick, Coventry.
So, how's my life... Hmm.. everything is good..good........people here might say "cool"....
First of all, I just want to say that since been living here for more than two weeks I do not experience an culture shock.. I think, one of the reason is that maybe, we in Malaysia have been exposed with the westerners' lifestyle.. Haish.. enough with that.. So, in this uni, all 52 of  us, that is the TESL students from Ipoh has been living separately in different halls(mcam kolej kediaman la) and I have been leaving in the Rootes Residences Hall..
my block =P, I live here with other locals..We shared kitchen, toilet and bathroom.... But then, I am not that close with my flatmate as we always have different interest.. As you should know, people here looooovvvveeeeeee to drink... They really drank a lot...haish... luckily my flatmates are not the "drunken type".. Thus, I still converse with them..So enough about my hall.. I think that my friends from Ipoh also encounter the same situation like me, living in their respective halls...emm.. haish..

So, more about Warwick uni..It is fairly easy to obtain halal foods here as I can find it in Tesco, that is 20-30 minutes walk from my hall.. there are varieties of stuff that I buy there. Moreover, Tesco here open 24 hours for 6 days and closed at 4 pm on Sunday.. One more thing, food here are bloody cheap..haha.. especially chocolate.

it's like 98cent...haha

This conclude that I might be getting fatter..haha...

Been thinking about studying abroad for my whole life since in primary school has made me become stronger mentally. I have not really miss my home so much. Of course I have always been thinking about people in Malaysia, but then it is not that severe. It is normal to miss somebody, but life must go on.. and you should not really made it as an obstacle in your life.. You need to take it positively... Think of it as a fuel..., a fuel that help you to start your engine so that you can go on with your life.....

Nowadays, everything is easy with the advancement of technology. We can easily call our beloved family and friends via phone or even using VoIP telephony network such as skype or ym... three years here will been meaningful..and everything will be fine for everyone...
Cheerio ....

p/s: always been thinking about family and you

Monday, September 20, 2010

rEaDy oR NoT HeRe i CoMe

12 days to go.........

It was about 9 years ago when I had a dream....a dream to study abroad.... I prefer to study in US...maybe because of the attraction that I always see in movies, television and all..5 years later.. still, I was eager to study overseas.... don't really care about the destination... I really just want to go out... and explore the world..
two years back, my dreams nearly came true when I manage to get a place in a twinning programme between teacher's training institute with overseas university...

however, may dream now have been different then before... it is not really about studying abroad anymore.. of course, who's kidding.. yeah, it is one of the factor why I accept this opportunity... however, there many other reasons why i choose this course..... one.. because the important of studying English language.... and also.. I have my secret agenda..hahaha..........

now, when only 12 days more to go before going to United Kingdom, to be specific; to The University of Warwick, Coventry, United Kingdom..., I feel something different.. 9 years ago... I am eager to go..., now.. I'm hesitating........

what has had happen???

am i ready....??? I'm not ready.... I'm not ready to leave.. leave everything.. my family... friends... "special friend"... my belongings........haish.....sigh...

but then i remember something that i read from someone's blog... and i quote, "Think about it, can you really be ready or prepare for something no matter if it is a small thing or reality - nobody can..."

yeah..come on... nobody is perfect.. i don't really think that  anyone can be 100% ready for everything...there surely can be a slight percentage that can make someone 'unready'..........

so..after thinking about it...hurmm.. in life...of course you can't really prepare for everything.. but you can try to go for it..............

so, now me, and my new companion.. will strive together(haish, da mcam nk g perang lak) for three years.. leaving everything that i love...(not for long)..( 3taun je) study abroad

so ready or not, United Kingdom... here i come....

p/s: got the idea from my brother's blog...thnk u..

Tuesday, August 31, 2010


Have anyone ever heard of A.R Rahman...??? He is a composer, a composer who really has a great touch in composing songs. Every time I heard songs that he composed, usually, I will like the songs....

One night, while watching Astro Box Office Channel (ABO), I came a across a movie a Tamil movie, Vinnaithaandi Varuvaayaa . it is  quite a new movie... My family.. of course including to watch Tamil movies..and this is one of the movie that I like..(after watching it alone) *couldn’t concentrate watching if I watch it with my family..haha... oit.. I’m going to far already..haha...

Back to A.R Rahman.. he composed the song for this movie.. First time I heard one of the song, Hossana, it touched my heart..hah.. not touched..but touches my heart..because it still is..
This is about a man who fall in love (first sight love) to a woman. He sang this song even though he didn’t know anything about the girl. She has inspired him to sing this song.. This song is basically about a man, who wants to give his heart to her... even if she broke his heart.. he will still give it to her.

• A part of the song with translation..
-yen idhayam udaithaai norungave
en maru idhayam tharuven nee udaikkave
[You broke my heart into pieces
I will give my other heart for you to break]

The song also has a rap part in which I really like.. :
Everybody wanna know how I feel like, feel like, I really wanna be here with you
It’s not enough to say that we are made for each other its love that is Hosannah true
Hosannah… Will be there when you’re calling out my name
Hosannah…Feeling like my whole life has changed
I never wanna be the same, it’s time we rearrange
I take a step, you take a step and I’m here calling out to you…

And....every time I listen to this song...I will definitely remember the “person” that I love..

On top of that, Tamil songs do give an impact in one’s life.. and for your information... I don’t understand Tamil, still I love watching Tamil movies and listening to their songs...
So, guys...give Tamil movies a shoot.. they won’t let you down..because they have many nice movies and songs..
Peace out guys....

p/s: if u guys want to listen to this song..u can try to download it here

Friday, August 20, 2010

I wAnT tHe wOrLd tO sEe

The way you can cut a rug, 
watching you's the only drug I need
You're so gangsta, I'm so thug,
you're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, 
in fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me

Saturday, August 7, 2010

mOrE tHan 2 YeArs

it's been more than 2 years since i have written anything on this piece of junk..hahaha

blogging... it is just not my thing... HOWEVER.. suddenly.. i think of starting to write something..

so.. here i am.. after more than two years.. writing on "something"

since been on the break for almost three months..of course my English is rusty..

it's ok... i am here to learn.....haish.....

lately...i love to sigh.. actually it is not lately... but almost all the time..haish..
(see, i did sighed again)

hmm... let gets to the point.. this year, i have been looking forward to seeing a lot of things


really hoping that Liverpool will get some silverware this new season

2. keeping something that important to me even though that we are going to be apart for a long time

3. last but not least...GOING TO

last time, i am really getting forward to go to UK.. but lately..something happen....n.. hah!!
i gotta do what i gotta do... Insyaallah...everything is going to be fine....

lastly.. so get out..,get up.., and start to do what ever that you want to do..

hopefully Liverpool would buy players that are good enough..
n everything will run smoothly for everyone...

peace out...