SeLf...

People are sometimes selfish...
We always think of our self first before others...
This, sometimes, leads to a lot of other things that might hurt someone feeling...
But what to do... That's life... 'I' first, the 'rest' second...
I do not really know what promotes me to write this entry...
guess we'll never know how's our mind work...
At time, it's just feel right...
Yea..that's right... Just follow our intuition... Just follow the flow...


However... do remember, we live in a community... respect others view eventhough we don't agree with it...
I'm so sorry if i have done wrong... hopefully... everything will be good for everyone... Godwilling..
Peace out...

cOnFlicts

hah!!
Conflict is really something that bound to happen in life. It may occur either between you and someone else or even within yourself.
Just remember, conflict is a part of life...whether you like it or not...you will 'see' it and you really need to solve it. Or else, it will eat you inside out.
So, if you are having a conflict with anyone, just go and confront them, have a chat with them. Surely, it can be solved. There's nothing in the world that could not be solved (except for THE CONFLICT between the  Palestenian and Israelian) haish.
However, the most difficult one is inner conflict. This is because, only you know and what is bothering you.
We need to confront it ourselves. But then, don't forget, if you know someone who could listen, just go and talk with them about it. It might ease some of the 'pain' inside. Hopefully everyone will feel better.

Remember, every person have their own feeling, but then, we also need to remember that wecould not please everyone.

*this is merely my opinion.

wAiTinG 4 uNcErtaIntY

Hope is sometimes the only best option that we may have. Yet, we can do better than that, with a little bit of effort (actually with a lot) as well as tawakkal (relying Upon Allah) things would happen accordingly.
Everybody might have different hope on different things, but remember, hope alone ain't enough. We also need to rely on another force that Insyaallah would makes things happen as long as we put our effort to it.
Now I'm really repeating myself here. HAISH
My main point here is just that, hoping and waiting alone...is not enough...
we really need to put a lot of effort in making something that we want happen.
Besides, as a 'little' human being in this big world, do remember our Creator. Hence, do rely on Him as without The Approval, we won't be getting anything.

We can always wait for an uncertainty... However... we can also go out an materialise it..
So, what are we waiting for.. go out...,get up...,and materialise your dream...
Do remember TAWAKKAL.

tHaNks

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful.. All praises to be to Allah

Thank You very much...You've made my day.......

THANK YOU ALLAH

...

life is unpredictable, people change

so...

what should we do???


JUST FOLLOW THE FLOW...AND BELIEVE IN GOD

God Willing, you'll survive....

aPprOxImaTeLy 16dAys AfTeR

It has been a while since i have started writing again.. Again.. I become more and more rusty..haish..
So, it has been almost 16 days after the "big event" occurred in my life........
Now, i am living abroad in United Kingdom.. to be exact; in University of Warwick, Coventry.
So, how's my life... Hmm.. everything is good..good........people here might say "cool"....
First of all, I just want to say that since been living here for more than two weeks I do not experience an culture shock.. I think, one of the reason is that maybe, we in Malaysia have been exposed with the westerners' lifestyle.. Haish.. enough with that.. So, in this uni, all 52 of  us, that is the TESL students from Ipoh has been living separately in different halls(mcam kolej kediaman la) and I have been leaving in the Rootes Residences Hall..

my block =P

hmm..so, I live here with other locals..We shared kitchen, toilet and bathroom.... But then, I am not that close with my flatmate as we always have different interest.. As you should know, people here looooovvvveeeeeee to drink... They really drank a lot...haish... luckily my flatmates are not the "drunken type".. Thus, I still converse with them..So enough about my hall.. I think that my friends from Ipoh also encounter the same situation like me, living in their respective halls...emm.. haish..

So, more about Warwick uni..It is fairly easy to obtain halal foods here as I can find it in Tesco, that is 20-30 minutes walk from my hall.. there are varieties of stuff that I buy there. Moreover, Tesco here open 24 hours for 6 days and closed at 4 pm on Sunday.. One more thing, food here are bloody cheap..haha.. especially chocolate.

it's like 98cent...haha

This conclude that I might be getting fatter..haha...

haish...
Been thinking about studying abroad for my whole life since in primary school has made me become stronger mentally. I have not really miss my home so much. Of course I have always been thinking about people in Malaysia, but then it is not that severe. It is normal to miss somebody, but life must go on.. and you should not really made it as an obstacle in your life.. You need to take it positively... Think of it as a fuel..., a fuel that help you to start your engine so that you can go on with your life.....

Nowadays, everything is easy with the advancement of technology. We can easily call our beloved family and friends via phone or even using VoIP telephony network such as skype or ym...

Hopefully..my three years here will been meaningful..and everything will be fine for everyone...
Cheerio ....

p/s: always been thinking about family and you

rEaDy oR NoT HeRe i CoMe

12 days to go.........

It was about 9 years ago when I had a dream....a dream to study abroad.... I prefer to study in US...maybe because of the attraction that I always see in movies, television and all..5 years later.. still, I was eager to study overseas.... don't really care about the destination... I really just want to go out... and explore the world..
two years back, my dreams nearly came true when I manage to get a place in a twinning programme between teacher's training institute with overseas university...

however, may dream now have been different then before... it is not really about studying abroad anymore.. of course, who's kidding.. yeah, it is one of the factor why I accept this opportunity... however, there many other reasons why i choose this course..... one.. because the important of studying English language.... and also.. I have my secret agenda..hahaha..........

now, when only 12 days more to go before going to United Kingdom, to be specific; to The University of Warwick, Coventry, United Kingdom..., I feel something different.. 9 years ago... I am eager to go..., now.. I'm hesitating........

what has had happen???

am i ready....??? I'm not ready.... I'm not ready to leave.. leave everything.. my family... friends... "special friend"... my belongings........haish.....sigh...

but then i remember something that i read from someone's blog... and i quote, "Think about it, can you really be ready or prepare for something no matter if it is a small thing or big...in reality - nobody can..."

yeah..come on... nobody is perfect.. i don't really think that  anyone can be 100% ready for everything...there surely can be a slight percentage that can make someone 'unready'..........

so..after thinking about it...hurmm.. in life...of course you can't really prepare for everything.. but you can try to go for it..............

so, now me, and my new companion.. will strive together(haish, da mcam nk g perang lak) for three years.. leaving everything that i love...(not for long)..( 3taun je)....to study abroad









so ready or not, United Kingdom... here i come....

p/s: got the idea from my brother's blog...thnk u..