It was about 9 years ago when I had a dream....a dream to study abroad.... I prefer to study in US...maybe because of the attraction that I always see in movies, television and all..5 years later.. still, I was eager to study overseas.... don't really care about the destination... I really just want to go out... and explore the world..
two years back, my dreams nearly came true when I manage to get a place in a twinning programme between teacher's training institute with overseas university...
however, may dream now have been different then before... it is not really about studying abroad anymore.. of course, who's kidding.. yeah, it is one of the factor why I accept this opportunity... however, there many other reasons why i choose this course..... one.. because the important of studying English language.... and also.. I have my secret agenda..hahaha..........
now, when only 12 days more to go before going to United Kingdom, to be specific; to The University of Warwick, Coventry, United Kingdom..., I feel something different.. 9 years ago... I am eager to go..., now.. I'm hesitating........
what has had happen???
am i ready....??? I'm not ready.... I'm not ready to leave.. leave everything.. my family... friends... "special friend"... my belongings........haish.....sigh...
but then i remember something that i read from someone's blog... and i quote, "Think about it, can you really be ready or prepare for something no matter if it is a small thing or big...in reality - nobody can..."
yeah..come on... nobody is perfect.. i don't really think that anyone can be 100% ready for everything...there surely can be a slight percentage that can make someone 'unready'..........
so..after thinking about it...hurmm.. in life...of course you can't really prepare for everything.. but you can try to go for it..............
so, now me, and my new companion.. will strive together(haish, da mcam nk g perang lak) for three years.. leaving everything that i love...(not for long)..( 3taun je)....to study abroad
so ready or not, United Kingdom... here i come....
p/s: got the idea from my brother's blog...thnk u..
