rEaDy oR NoT HeRe i CoMe

12 days to go.........

It was about 9 years ago when I had a dream....a dream to study abroad.... I prefer to study in US...maybe because of the attraction that I always see in movies, television and all..5 years later.. still, I was eager to study overseas.... don't really care about the destination... I really just want to go out... and explore the world..
two years back, my dreams nearly came true when I manage to get a place in a twinning programme between teacher's training institute with overseas university...

however, may dream now have been different then before... it is not really about studying abroad anymore.. of course, who's kidding.. yeah, it is one of the factor why I accept this opportunity... however, there many other reasons why i choose this course..... one.. because the important of studying English language.... and also.. I have my secret agenda..hahaha..........

now, when only 12 days more to go before going to United Kingdom, to be specific; to The University of Warwick, Coventry, United Kingdom..., I feel something different.. 9 years ago... I am eager to go..., now.. I'm hesitating........

what has had happen???

am i ready....??? I'm not ready.... I'm not ready to leave.. leave everything.. my family... friends... "special friend"... my belongings........haish.....sigh...

but then i remember something that i read from someone's blog... and i quote, "Think about it, can you really be ready or prepare for something no matter if it is a small thing or big...in reality - nobody can..."

yeah..come on... nobody is perfect.. i don't really think that  anyone can be 100% ready for everything...there surely can be a slight percentage that can make someone 'unready'..........

so..after thinking about it...hurmm.. in life...of course you can't really prepare for everything.. but you can try to go for it..............

so, now me, and my new companion.. will strive together(haish, da mcam nk g perang lak) for three years.. leaving everything that i love...(not for long)..( 3taun je)....to study abroad









so ready or not, United Kingdom... here i come....

p/s: got the idea from my brother's blog...thnk u..

HaIsH

Have anyone ever heard of A.R Rahman...??? He is a composer, a composer who really has a great touch in composing songs. Every time I heard songs that he composed, usually, I will like the songs....

One night, while watching Astro Box Office Channel (ABO), I came a across a movie a Tamil movie, Vinnaithaandi Varuvaayaa . it is  quite a new movie... My family.. of course including me..love to watch Tamil movies..and this is one of the movie that I like..(after watching it alone) *couldn’t concentrate watching if I watch it with my family..haha... oit.. I’m going to far already..haha...

Back to A.R Rahman.. he composed the song for this movie.. First time I heard one of the song, Hossana, it touched my heart..hah.. not touched..but touches my heart..because it still is..
This is about a man who fall in love (first sight love) to a woman. He sang this song even though he didn’t know anything about the girl. She has inspired him to sing this song.. This song is basically about a man, who wants to give his heart to her... even if she broke his heart.. he will still give it to her.

• A part of the song with translation..
-yen idhayam udaithaai norungave
en maru idhayam tharuven nee udaikkave
[You broke my heart into pieces
I will give my other heart for you to break]

The song also has a rap part in which I really like.. :
Everybody wanna know how I feel like, feel like, I really wanna be here with you
It’s not enough to say that we are made for each other its love that is Hosannah true
Hosannah… Will be there when you’re calling out my name
Hosannah…Feeling like my whole life has changed
I never wanna be the same, it’s time we rearrange
I take a step, you take a step and I’m here calling out to you…

And....every time I listen to this song...I will definitely remember the “person” that I love..

On top of that, Tamil songs do give an impact in one’s life.. and for your information... I don’t understand Tamil, still I love watching Tamil movies and listening to their songs...
So, guys...give Tamil movies a shoot.. they won’t let you down..because they have many nice movies and songs..
Peace out guys....

p/s: if u guys want to listen to this song..u can try to download it here

I wAnT tHe wOrLd tO sEe

The way you can cut a rug, 

watching you's the only drug I need
You're so gangsta, I'm so thug,

you're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see, I can be myself now finally, 

in fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me

 

mOrE tHan 2 YeArs

it's been more than 2 years since i have written anything on this piece of junk..hahaha

blogging... it is just not my thing... HOWEVER.. suddenly.. i think of starting to write something..

so.. here i am.. after more than two years.. writing on "something"

since been on the break for almost three months..of course my English is rusty..

it's ok... i am here to learn.....haish.....

lately...i love to sigh.. actually it is not lately... but almost all the time..haish..
(see, i did sighed again)

hmm... let gets to the point.. this year, i have been looking forward to seeing a lot of things

1.

really hoping that Liverpool will get some silverware this new season

2. keeping something that important to me even though that we are going to be apart for a long time


3. last but not least...GOING TO

last time, i am really getting forward to go to UK.. but lately..something happen....n.. hah!!
i gotta do what i gotta do... Insyaallah...everything is going to be fine....


lastly.. so get out..,get up.., and start to do what ever that you want to do..
haha....

hopefully Liverpool would buy players that are good enough..
n everything will run smoothly for everyone...

peace out...

what am i think about public speaking????

i think.......
it quiet nerve wreaking actually..
when talking about public speaking..,some people start to panic..
some..,just ignore the fact that they are afraid..hehehe..just like me actually..
actually some people are born to speak...,others need to practice because as people use to say
'practice make perfect'..emmm...just an expression actually..haha
some people are afraid of this because they always think that they are going to make mistake when talking in front of the crowd...nervous is okay..because no body is perfect...
only God is perfect....however we need to do things to perfection....
so to practice and practice...
here some tips..first..start by talking in front of a mirror..
because you need to see your body language..with a good body language..
people can see how serious your are in what you are talking about..
next, try to make a speech with your friends, just pretend that they are your actual audience..
this will help you improve...
for your information..,during public speaking.. grammar sentence structure is kind of not very important..
it is how you said that make it count...however, you need a good sentences though..
then,do not use just monotone..this wil make people bored to death..hehe
make some joke..it will help keep your crowd attention...
i think that all that i can said right..i feel kind of sleepy right now.. =p
so..,do practice..it really going to help you...
not jut for public speaking...
as a student..we need to make many kind of presentation...
so we need to be ready..student who always get great grade but cannot talk..
actually are useless..
so get out..,get up.., and start to speak up....'practice make perfect'

wHaT a WoNdeRfool DaY!!!

actually.., today is really annoying day...
i really do not know what i'm going to do now....
sitting alone in my room while typing on my laptop and listening to vary songs which that i only like..
and also text my **** who is busy right now.....
don't know how to study... even though i have some tutorial to do....
i feel so lonely now...hahahaha....just kidding...
i always feel lonely....because lonely is my middle name...hehehe
i already get use to it.....
since for almost 3 years i always be like this...
hope things will get better next time...huhuhuhu
and today will change into a wonderful..not for me...but to all the people out there..
go out...,get up...,and have fun.....don't be like me...hehehehe

Welcome

welcome to my first ever blog....huhuhuhu
this is all because of technical english..huhu